At one time
They meant something
Something beautiful, enticing
They belonged
They still mean something
But its something else
They bring no smiles
No dreams
No instincts
These are the eyes
That nightmares belong to
When I touch you,
Sometimes I send lightning
Down your sides,
You told me.
You tell me that
Its
Almost
Orgasmic
Why do you tease me?
Why do you pull me along like this?
Make my mouth water
Make my body weak
My adrenaline rushes
My heart shakes
Is it really worth all this?
Either way, I suppose
I
Dont
Care
Perhaps....if you knew
That the electricity in my touch,
Exists only because
I cannot give you that feeling
With my mouth, the ways I want,
With the full intensities of my lust,
And I must give it to you
With the feel of my arm around your waist
Like a once-inspired artist
Gazing at a parking lot tha
I gave up
I just couldn't wait
It was you, it was me
It was fate
You left me there too long. I wanted to wait, but I lost all will. You were holding me back. You were holding me there. With my feet hanging over air. I grew weak.
You didn't put an effort
You didn't even try
You never saved me
I'm saying good bye
I grabbed hold of the ledge before me. The rocks hurt my hands, but I climbed down. It was slow, and hard. But I just kept going. As I looked up, soon you were merely a dot. But there was a still a ways to go.
Did you care that I left?
Did you even notice?
Did you watch my climb down
Into the abyss?
The ground is in sight
A high steep ledge
And my body dangles over the edge
I hold myself there with a weak rope
Youre my only hope
Youve left me dangling here for so long. I cant stay here forever. But youre afraid. You might pull me up, and we could both be safe. But maybe youll lose balance and fall. Maybe you wont be able to save me. And Ill bring you down with me.
Youre afraid, I understand
But just give me your hand
Youre the only one that can help me
So pull me to safety
You know if you can pull me up or not. You know what you want to do. But I dont. Waiting is horrible. If you want to drop
Everything I've ever wanted
Dangled in front of my face
But
It won't stay
In my hand
I can kiss
Touch
Feel
Adore
But only for a moment
For the next moment
It floats just out of my reach
I can have her
But only for a moment
I can never hold her
Forever
But she's all I want
All I need
I know that
There are other fish in the sea
But she swims like none other
Other stars in the sky
But she shines like none other
Other hearts in the world
But she beats like no other
I'll never have her
Forever
...but maybe I will
No I won't
Maybe...maybe
NO. It just won't happen
Only the worst will come
Why let myself succumb to hop
Until now
I never realized
That if I fell
You'd be there
To catch me
It's two forty one A.M.
And I got up
To write this
I see now
That if a girl
Crushed my heart
And knocks me down
You'll be there
To catch me
Although I will inevitably
Hit the ground
I know that
You'll help me up
The instant I fall
And if my
Weak heart breaks
You'll hold it together
Until it heals
I know that
You'll stand me up
And hold me straight
And though I will
Stumble and fall
You'll be there
To catch me
I got up
At two forty one A.M.
To tell you
Until now
I never realized
You'd be there
To catch me
You're the only one
That can
Tha
Seemed your body, eternally fresh
When taught me you the delights of your flesh
Were you but a kitten
Inspiration to so many words written
Was I but a friendly imagination
Who found in thee a temptation
But to my discontent, a Kitten strayed
When wished I she stayed
Someday again, Ill see her
I feel certain of that
But where I once saw a Kitten
Will I now see a cat?
Will hopingly I pursue
Looking for a Kitten I once knew?